hey guys!
i am back to post on my wonderful date with trisha! *Laughs.
future tip.
nerds should never go out.
LOL.
i am so sure trish agrees
next time we're bring atiqross.

LOL.basically we hang about and walked and walked.
got lost on purpose.it was fun just losing myself with my best friend.
becus we were just walking aimlessly and talking about stuff.
i miss my laughter with trisha.the good times.i miss her.lols.we should go on dates more often!LOL

so we walked.
thru bugis junction
and then bugis street.
we ate mac.it was fun,i dunno how to say in words,but i loved going out with her.dunnoo why.super hyper now.LOL
i found out majorly imp things.
and well i got to know trish more better.*AHEM AHEM COUGH COUGH!
and whats been going on..sigh i got no solution.i am so useless.sorry!

well basically bugis sell the same things.clothes.shoes.bags.accesories.more shoes.more bags.more clothes.got bored after a while.so what do nerds do?duh.we go to the library.LOL.so i think we spent most of the time in the library.PLUS it was raining.so we hang out there.reading.my god the library is HUGE.it had a ton of books.i managed to even find books i would hav never found in BPP or CCK or even woodlandS! ok i think if i go on and on abt books,you guys will be bored.lols.see i admit it.i am SO a nerd.lols.even no school and i am still talking abt books.smt is seriously wrong wit me.LOL

anw wanted to take pic with trish.BUT this trish lols.dun wan take becuz eh,lets just say camera shy.but she was looking oh so HOT.*whistles!
lols.nvm.i took a pic of me to rmb the day.i think if i look back at the clothes i can rmb this day.so fun with my BESTEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD!
and trish i bet you are lucky.we didnt get any blisters from all that walking today!LOL.

then watched a bit of twilight wit trisha.stupid bus drive so fast.i didnt get to watch all of it.nvm.soon.*laughS
to all the girls we have invited:hey girlfriends!dun forget abt our movie date to watch new moon together.LOL.i think will get fazzy to organise.or atiqross.cant wait to go out with you guys!:P will mass sms you guys
:)

and and i am still shocked.TRISHA!
how'd u find out who was mary?!.i mean hello!!!i used the most subtle of tricks.I USED MARY for GOD'S SAKE!how could u,,?damn i guess u know me too well.LOL.and thats what i love abt u.


well i am tired.
lazy to write already..
trisha i am going to your house tmr!
will sms
lols.
see ya later ppl!
~PiiNkY PiiE~


bored Me.LOL

hey guys!
lol ytd was kind of tiring for me.
i seem to be going out on a daily basis.
ever since it was friday the 13 i hav been out most afternoons and evenings.mornings are for sleeping.LOL
ytd went out wit my sis.
tiring!
and i seem to be coming home late nowadays
like 11 to 1130pm.
lols.
my parents dun say anything becuz i was wit my sis.
anw now the hols hav started.
and i am out enjoying.
today i think i will take a break at home.
sleeping late everyday is not a good habit.
LOL
need to rest too..!
and then tmr is out on a date again!
LOL.


anw MY BIKE IS HERE!
MY BIKE IS HERE!
MY BIKE IS HERE!
MY BIKE IS HERE!
MY BIKE IS HERE!

i am like so happy and excited.i absolutely LOVE it.
its like black and pink,2 of my most fav colours.
and its not cheap.
but so what.
a bike is a bike is a bike is a bike.
will go cycling wit my bro.
and of course mapley,once her bike is fixed.
hey mapley when ur bike fix,sms me,
LOL.


i wonder how i am going to fit so many things in a day?
i have to go shopping,going out,cycle,exercise,sleep.etc etc.
the list is never ending.LOL.why is a day only 24 hrS?
but at least now i dun have to squeeze in anymore school work!!
YAY!freedom form books and school.
the joy.the freedom.


well i am so NOT GOING to let YOU dampen MY HOLIDAY MOOD.
as usual.i feel confused.
like being used.
like after using,just throw one side.
when u want,come find me.
when u dun find,just ignore me and throw me aside.
like i said before.i am only human.i also have feelings you know.
therefore i am totally WHATEVER about this now.
i dun really care.or do i?well whatever it is,i am so not going to let it dampen my holiday mood.
cling on to smt and feel sad?or let it go and enjoy?
i will of course choose the 2nd option.its my holiday anw.and i wan to enjoy.so i have decided to let go.but that does not mean u cant find me and i am lost forever.as promised,find me when ever you want.i am not going to be hung up or tied by these feelings any longer.i just want to have fun you know?but if u need me,i'll be there.dun worry.i am just an sms away.and i will never ever forget you.or actually,i cant forget you.LOL
Random quotes for you.
i think you'll understand..







thats all
feeling ever cheerful now,
no particular reason. :P

~PiiNkY PiiE~

hey guys!
i bought a bike already.LOVE IT!
will take a picture soon,

hey mapley!
we go cycling soon ok?just sms me.

i am currently LOVE DRUNK!
and seriously i dun mind being YOUR 'toy'.
as long as we can still have fun. :P
dun forget to 'play' with me too.

LOL becuz if its too hard to forget,
dun forget
becuz i wun ever forget you.
its like physically impossible to forget you.
LOL :D
and dun worry.
ITS. NOT. OVER!
:)

Love Drunk lyrics
(taken from http://www.elyrics.net/read/b/boys-like-girls-lyrics/love-drunk-lyrics.html)

Hey, hey, hey, hey

Top down in the summer sun
The day we met was like a hit and run
And I still taste it on my tongue
(Taste it on my tongue)

The sky was burning up like fireworks
You made me want you, oh, so bad it hurt
But girl, in case you haven't heard

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye
(Oh yeah!)

There's just one thing would make me say
(Oh yeah!)
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now it's over
(Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey)

Hot sweat and blurry eyes
We're spinning on a roller coaster ride
The world stuck in black and white
(Stuck in black and white)

You drove me crazy every time we touched
Now I'm so broken that I can't get up
Oh girl, you make me such a lush

There's just one thing would make me say
(Oh yeah!)
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now it's over

All the time I wasted on you
All the bullshit you put me through
I'm checking into rehab 'cause everything that we had
Didn't mean a thing to you

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now I'm sober


thats all ppl!
~PiiNkY PiiE~

P.s. changed my skin.its now even more PINK than before!LOL
PPS if you are my best friend and i have forgotten your name,let me know!:)

this post is dedicated to trisha.
do not be touched or anything.LOL!and dun cry..aww.

the girl i have known since sec 1.
taking a trip down memory lane,
she is the one who stuck by me
thru the thick and thin,
when i was fat or thin,
when i was not sick and well,
to the times i was sick and dying,
to the times i was stuck in the hospital.
she was always there.
and for that,
i thank her.
thanks for being my best friend.

(P.S. i am still waiting for the long letter you promiseD!)

firstly, a song.i was thinking of this song the whole time on thursday when we were smsing.(you know why) i was interpreting the lyrics.so the things in red is my interpretation.read on..:) i cancelled out the repeating parts.

Breathe by taylor swift.
(lyrics taken from http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/taylor-swift-lyrics/breathe-lyrics.html)

I see your face in my mind as I drive away
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
(why does it have to be like this?its my fault.:( )
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time
(damn sad.i never imagined that this would happen between us becuz of me)

Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
(humming sound)

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around
(i feel so lost without you!)

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand
(life is weird and you are the one i fully trusted,the only one who helped me and could save me,the one i knew so well..)

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
(i cant bear to live without you!i will miss you if you go~does it really have to end this way?stupid sam)

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
(i am really sorry,i didnt want to hurt you)
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
(i tried to avoid this,but to no avail)
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out
(i just hope we dun fall out)

And we know it's never simple, never easy
(life is never easy,sometimes we make mistakes we hope we could change)
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand
(i'll miss you)

It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me
(this is not easy..its tough..but what do i do now?i regret my decision)

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
(i really meant it.i am really sorry.)


dun worry,you are not gullible.its my fault.and i am sorry.really i am.hope to forget all this and move on.thanks for being so understanding on friday.i am really sorry for that too.(you know why)

now for pictures.lols..

MEMORY LANE WITH TRISHA
(well as far back as i can find the pictures la..LOL)

during the first choir camp with the campfire.LOL.you were blindfolded

all of us,but cant see coz so dark..can see the glow sticks though.

went to esplanade with choir.this is the city background at night.both of us together:)

the other choir girls.

jess,me and you inside esplanade.LOL

in the toilet.LOL

both of us..:)

guess whose feet...

smile!we went vivo rmb?for the social entrepreneur but you tagged along as well.lols

smile with out teeth..:)

in the bus:)

rmb the times i used to go ur hse void deck and we would talk for hours?it was fun!and one time i injured my leg and blood came out.LOL

the fun fiesta 2 i think.they were selling dragonflies.we bought the silver ones.centre of gravity!

you are trying to balance them,LOL!

racial harmony day,sec 3.lols.i still rmb this.

teachers day i think.we had to wear black then we hit the drum(or pail).rmb?it was so much fun!

went to sengkang school to meet thier choir.rmb?then we all went there by mr poh and ms yin car and u sat in front of mr poh car!lols.then went home by mrt..so long la!

you gave me this lovely pencilbox for my bdae

your bdae.yea i think u were going to hit me wit a water ballloon after i took the picture.LOL

choir farewell party!

motivational camp!

rmb we used to go to our 'secret place' to study every sat.thanks for your help!and occasionally munting would follow too.LOL!

racial harmony in sec 4.LOL.pink eh!

you,in our new super HOT class..LOL always no fan..

da vinci!

graduation day,me you and huida

ashley,me and you.
will miss your silly face.LOL

thats all,in all this time,4 years in GSS,the one person i shared the most memories and times that i will forever treasure is with you,trisha.thank you for everything.for your help,advice,fun,and basically for being my BEST FRIEND.


The bestest of the best friend award goes to you,TRISHA:)




~PiiNkY PiiE~

so random..

hey guys!
well i am back.i was supposed to update ytd,but lazy la.so today then update.
do u notice that this year got many 'friday the 13's?
lol.
anw O levels are finally over.
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO MORE STUDYING!
TIME TO ENJOY!

eh i dunno what to feel?
sense of relief?
burden lifted off the shoulders?

O levels were ok.i hope i can do well:)

basically i feel very free..
like i dunno what to do?
most ppl are getting jobs.
earn $.
should i too?
others are hanging out with friends.
i am bored.
and it has only been 1 day since holiday started.
lol to all friends: if i promised to go out with you,do leave a tag! or sms me, i think i already forgot who i am supposed to be going out with.lol..!

i rmb i supposed to go with shamipuff becuz of her bdae.i didnt forget abt you dear!and of course najjie...we still got to ask Irika how is her planning.LOL.go out wit me yea?i miss u najjie!

well like i said.this post will have the LONG overdue pictures..(quite dark.dunno why.think i'm changing my blog skin soon..
enjoy!

BUBBLING!
the good old memories.me and the girls playing with bubbles outside class.LOL.it was fun

atiq 'fighting' the bubbless!

ashley blowing..

atiq's turn!

peace out girlS!

blowing..

RANDOMNESS~
well these are random pictures.

newest additon to zara's family..her baby brother FAWWAZ!

trisha talking wit simin.candid shot.bet u didnt know i took it.

from this...

to THIS.wonderful green garden:)

GRADUATION DAY!

our class notice board

huida gave me his cranes.LOL

our class.most ppl getting award.congrats u guys!

my speech..

my mom's speech

me and fazzy bear

trish,me,atiq,namira,ash,faz and zaki:)

me and aaron.lol. will miss his 'aaron-ness'.sitting wit him in class for so long,i have already grown used to his ways.LOL

me,faz,trish,MR ONG,ash and atiq.LOL

trish,me and huida.

me and ashley

me,shami,surya,maple,faz,atiq all surrounding nick.LOL

ms kwek!

ash,trish and me,making silly faces:P

4E1 guys

4E1 girls,except aaron.LOL

4E1 girls again.(and aaron)

4E1 2009!

first batch of Pure Lit ppl.

faz,me,atiq and azu:P

Ms ruby and me.I'll miss her!!

flowers!

my name:P

my full trphy

Alumni Incentive Award

Goodie bag!

Graduation bear!

Graduation CD

butterfly given by my mentor,LEESC :)

comments written by my class for me:)

Graduation cert

keychain given by miss kwek.Graduation girl with PURPLE hair..reminds me of ms kwek.

back of keychain.Sameen,4E1,2009

~PiiNkY PiiE~

hey guys.
i have tons of things to update about.
wow.its seems like ages since i came here.u cant blame me right?i was focusing on my o levels.yea i know.i'm a NERD.

TO class of 4e1 2009(this was part of my speech that ms kwek cancelled out.lol): i love you guys.you guys rock to the core man!these 2 years have been wonderful and amazing.esp thru events like motivational camp.really bonded us together.you guys never failed to help me or support me and encourage me.you guys helped those in doubt and never gave up on each other.we stuck thru the thick and thin.and all those times when we had remedials and we were the last class to go home.lols.it was fun and great times with all of you.i hope we'll stay in touch and all the best!do support the chalet by marcus and huida by going for it ok?it might be our last class outing.dunno if shannon yap will rmb to bring us next year.lol


firstly,i got 9 points for prelims!so happy.lol.i hope o level can also get single digit.then i'll be the happiest person in the world.lol.anw both me and trish got 9 points.i think studyiing together with her is effective.somehow we ask each other qns and we both help weach other out.and the result?both of us go 9 points for prelims.lols.thanks trisha,for wasting your time with me on saturdays and after school,esp fridays we'd stay back to do work.and of course thank all the teachers becuz they are really patiant to answer all my quesitions and doubts,althought sometimes difficult to book appointments wit the teachers since they always so busy!esp my mentor.LOL.but at least u all gave time to me and trisha and we appreciate it.thank you very much.

2 days before graduation ceremony,ms kwek told me that mdm heng personally chose me to say the speech.i was like WTH!i didnt even have time to prepare or rehearse.and my mom was to make a speech too.oh my god.can u believe how i felt?so i wrote the speech.(very difficult ok!!this is esp for those ppl who wanted to sleep,like aaron!*pokes aaron lols)then ms kwek read.she said ok.but i didnt get a chance to rehearse at all.-_-
on that day i was super nervous.and it didnt help that when i looked into the audience i saw trisha with a camera pointing at me.ARGH I'M GONNA GET U TRISH!lols.
and i am so short.ARGH.i was tiptoeing.those ppl seated behind could see.i was tip toeing and the mike was high.i didnt know how to adjust the mike becuz i scared spoil smt.lols.and the hwole thingy was shaking!and i was so nervous.

then my mom said the speech.then they gave her flowers.but you know when we went to collect the flower from the office later on it had my name on it..it was for my mom then why got my name?maybe not enough flower.LOL.but it was great.i'll post pictures soon.


glad to have graduated!so O levels now.
ENGLIsh.eh.ok?
Maths:made careless mistakes.sorry mr ong.i know u told me not to make it but i did.
amaths:some hard some ok.
ss:did bonding spore!
chem:ok
phy:TOUGH TOUGH TOUGH!why am i never good at phy?:'(
geog:ok ah.
bio:ok.WHY ALL THE THINGS I STUDY NEVER COME OUT!(like mitosis,meiosis,(a bit only),plant transpiration,sexual reproduction,heart(only clotting),digestion,cells.does anyone else feel they left out many topics this yeaR??)


next week is chinese,and phy chem and bio p1.then its FREEDOM!yay!

anw,tmr my grandma is leaving.i'm super sad.lols.she stayed in my house for like 3 months plus.it was fun but i never go out with her becuz i was always cooped up in my room studying or smsing ppl.lols.i didnt even go to fawwaz's 1 month thing or zara's bdae.i really sacrificed a lot this year.sigh.my grandma is going tmr.i'm going to drop her off at the airport.she says if its in her fate,she'll return to singapore.if not she wun come.sigh.

plus i dun get to see any onf my relatives that often.they are all migrated all over the world.i only have one uncle here.and he's also planning to move to US with fawwaz and zara.so my family would be alone in singapore.sad.and my grandma doesnt come often to singapore.maybe once in 5 years or smt.sigh.lonely lonely ppl here.LOL.anw i got pictures of fawwaz.he is super duper cute!!!i'll also post up the pict soon.he's totally different from zara when zara was young.



i just scrolled up.wow.long post!
anw.this is to trisha:eh.i still wan to walk on friday 13.i dun care if its hot or cold.its been a VERY long time since we walked.although i dun have any qn for you.LOL.i'm cracking my head to think!but its difficult.maybe i should not ask.later u ask about abc incident.i'm telling u i would just burst out laughing.i cant give u a straight reply.very paisei!Lol..but i still wan to walk wit you on friday the 13.what better way to start the freedom than walking with your best friend?rmb last year i used to go your void deck and we'd talk for HOURS.that was fun.i miss that memory.:)

counting down to frieday the 13. i know its unlucky date but so what.its the lat day of exam for us!sigh wun see ashley already.i miss her!lols.

to you(not going to say the name!):wow.it was a real surprise to hear from you before o levels.lols.glad u kept your word.after o we see how ok?i have one last week.then i'll sms you:) i miss all the times we used to talk,but i guess what i missed the most was ur company.hehe..so after os we shall discuss more in detail alright?:)


daddy is going to buy a bike for me!YAY!!!i am going to contribute the money or i feel bad.i'm so going to get a bike after o.my other one was stolen.never to be found again.lols.cant wait.i'll ride it everyday(or maybe not.trisha has restrictions for me.NO dieting and NO over exercising.lols) i think i'll lose weight and next year when collect result i hope no one recognises me.HAHAHA


well thats all guys!
been a long post.
see you next week!
~PiiNkY PiiE~

LUCK..?
what does it mean to you?
***NOTE:this post no body else would understand but trisha.

ok dun get me wrong.i am not angry or anything.i just hate my LUCK.
Midyear. it happened.
O level.it happened.
PRElim.it happened.

3 times in a row.u cant tell me it was pure coincidental rite?
yeayea, trish,i know.like how would the school know right?
yea i know.thats why.
i hate my LUCK.
i thought it was FATE.
like i was so 'LUCKY'.
it had to be LUCK.as you said.
i have a feeling o level the same thing will happen.
history will repeat itself.

thats why i am FORCED to do that SHOCKING thing!!
yes i myself find it hard to believe.
how will i survive?
REAL SHOCKING right?
bet u were surprised.
but i have to.
sigh.

- Taylor Swift Lyrics

LUCK.
i hate you.

~PiiNkY PiiE~
P.S. got some 'bubblely' pictures to post.ext time la.LAZY!
PPS Mt prelim was okkok.tmr english!HAHHA